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I sometimes wish

I was born into a different person.

I daydream about being a different person

who is good at everything.

Everytime I improve in an area that I wanted to do well on,

I feel like being born again.

Hopefully, by next year I will be gone.

‘I’, who is writing this blog right now, will be dead next year.

Instead, there will be totaly new me, improved in every aspect.

I wish ‘I’ was dead.

I can’t wait for ‘me’ to die.

It is the only delightful death you can have.

To be more specific, I would  to describe my philosophy.

I believe every personality dies in a year or so.

I used to be a seven years old boy. Now he is gone.

10 years later, I would be dead. Instead of me some fat man working in company will use the name ‘Keunwha’.

I am a teenager.

I am still immature.

I easily get into meaningless agonies.

So I want to die

and born again

into a young adult.

An improved ‘me’.

Or I might call that process

an evolution.

I think I am unfit for this society

Can I die now?  =D

I won’t lie.

It is god damn important.

It is not fair to judge people by their appearance.

But unfortunately 99.99999999% of us judge each other by their looks.

I want to be free from all the judgement.

I dont’ want to care about how others view me, I just wanna be myself.

But still,

I try to dress up well, comb my hair, and work all day long to look nice

because I’m one of those 99.999999999%

I will use quotes from my previous blogs

to explain why I gave in.

‘If I had a choice between a Harvard level physics class and a fashion class,

and I were to be whipped depending on my number of F’s I receive from each assignments,

I will choose Harvard level physics.’

Yes, I still don’t get it.

But I researched about fashion to improve my appearance.

Why?

” You can abandon the world but don’t let the world abandon you.”

I might not care about how other people think about me, but I can’t let other people abandon me.

Today, appearance is more than a way to gain affection.

It became a way to reflect personality as well.

For example, my dad who is a business man cares about his appearance to look more organized and confident.

It became a ‘manner’.

These days it is very unpolite to look bad.

Even though I gave in to the trend,

I still believe in freedom in appearance.

Run away from perfectness.

If you are perfect, pretend you’re  an idiot.

People are attracted to person who is missing something.

It is harder to approach someone who knows everything and sees through everything.

Let people walk up to you.

There are many leaders who have overwhelming charisma.

But they don’t really have friends.

Most of us are not genious.
But everyone of us can be leaders.

Everyone!

Hide your talents, be friendly , and be attractive.

Would rather be a lonely genious?

or a popular guy who has three close ingenious freinds?

Would you rather be a rambo who fights alone

or an attractive weakling who has three Bruce Lee’s as best buddies?

You don’t need an incredible ability to take on the whole world.

If the whole world is your friend, then you don’t have to fight for anything.

Think of it this way.

Genious does his/her homework by him/herself. But his/her best friend can copy the homework in 3 mintues.

I’m not trying to encourage cheating here, I just wanted to show you how life can be so much easier,

when you have a lot of friends.

It is the greatest strength that a human being could have. Capability of communicating and forming an organized community that no other species on earth can create.

And one more thing,

life is much much much much much more enjoyable

when you have friend.

A lonely leader who ended up killing himself…

by someone you love,

then hate them back.

School teaches us to help one another

to love one another

so that way  humanity might last a little longer.

But we’re no saints.

So in everyday life when someone returns the favor with hatred

just hate them back.

Because it is very diffcult and painful to give love when you’re constantly getting stabbed.

But make sure you don’t hate someone first.

Stay healthy people.

So you can actually move when you hit 90’s.

I was doing all these works today, asking someone up there why I should suffer at such an early age…

and then I remembered what my dad told me.

He told me that life ain’t fun. After serving in army for 2 years, then you will graduate college, then go to grad school, get a job, and work hard untill you retire.

Then it’s your time to have fun!!!

SO WE MUST BE HEALTHY ENOUGH TO PLAY BASKETBALL IN AGE 50!!!

Or I wish I could get a fun job if there is any.

Spanish final project+math tomorrow+geo final project+english concept paper+ english final project+this(blog)

then prepare for comming up SAT II World History test + Math final+ Chemistry final+ Spanish final+AP World History final report…

=D Wow, I can’t wait until junior year!!

I can’t imagine how much fun I’d have in college!!!

I LOVE LIFE!! <3

There is a band called Steel heart, I’m not sure if the name is correct…

Their song called She’s Gone did not gain much attention in anywhere else in the world but Korea.

It has been our favorite rock songs for years.

Also we still love bands like Skidrow and Firehouse who are really really old. We don’t like them as ‘classic’ rock and roll. It is still a trend to sing like LA metal bands.

There are like million karaoke in Korea. And to show off skills, singing in extremely high pitch became a standard became a  scoring guide of singers. I downloaded a song of one singer who is worshipped as a true rocker. I didn’t like the song. I mean he could sing in very high pitched sound. In fact he sang the whole song in that pitch. I really didn’t like it.  It sounds kind of painful.

I enjoy listening to Green Day. To be completely honest Billy (vocal) is not very skilled. He can’t growl like metal bands, he can’t go up to 5 or 6 octave. However I think he is one of the best vocals in the world. His unique voice suits the song well and it has power to make listeners feel happier. That ability is much more valuable than the ability to sing like dolphins.

This is a second VS writing…

I wrote about Mario VS Sonic last time

But this one is more interesting I think because the winner is unclear.

I think this writing will be more similar to the writing about popularity of music.

Metallica is much more popular, that is undeniable.

But many people say in musical aspect Megadeth is superior (Do not trust this because that statement might be from the fan of Megadeth)

Metallica is a winner in history. Megadeth had to remian as a king without a crown because of Metallica. Many people who is not very interested in rock music still recognizes Enter the Sandman or Master of the Puppets from the radio. But not many people know any songs of Megadeth.

But Metallica ‘betrayed’  heavy metal and lost many fans. Their recent albums were… horrible. Megadeth modified their music to fit in, but they are still doing very well.

However just because they are better now, can we really say that Megadeth surpassed Metallica? 10 years later would people say Megadeth is a better band?

This discussion is pointless for me because I like them both, but this is an endless but interesting discussion for many rock fans.

This writing is about my opinion but it is not biased.

I am a male and I do not like the Click Five because of their appearance.

I like the band because of their high quality of music.

Does anyone know about the band Click Five?

I don’t know about the world but I’m sure that they are not that popular in South Korea and United States.

To be honest they are not that bad. May be their songs are not as catchier, but their songs are great.

I believe the catchiness is one of the key fact for an alternative band like this to be successful, but their songs have higher quality than most bands. I think they are at the similar level as Simple Plan.

I’ve heard that they mostly perform in Southeast Asia. Recently they visited Korea too. But the problem was that their concert was at Tuesday -_-… It is a random day for a concert, to get more crowds bands usually perform on weekends. Why would they perform on weekdays, especially when they are not very well known in Korea?

From this I made a conclusion that the Click Five is not as successful because not getting enough support. One person I know said that it is really important for a band to get their songs played in radio station. May be the Click Five didn’t get there.

My another guess is that they were just unlucky. As far as I know they debuted in the similar time as Fall Out Boy and My Chemical Romance who are super popular today. May be no one wanted to support the Click Five when they could support FOB and MCR.

This is a prediction, not fact. I am just wondering why the band like Click Five is not very famous in Korea. I mean Koreans know most of the popular bands in America like Linkin Park, Sum41, Blink 182, Fall Out Boy, etc.

Many Korean bands have similar problems… You can’t see many rock bands playing on TV because music companies do not support rockbands.

It is sad how great music gets forgotten just because some businessmen decided not to support it.